I loved you with all my innocence and inexperience and you loved me too.
But when we grew up, things changed where I lost myself and you found yourself.
In the whole transaction there is no one to blame but the circumstances
We fell in love too soon,
Not knowing what we were doing and what we were doing
You created a home for me
But just for me and you
Provided everything that I would ever need
With things I needed something more but was always unsure
Your narcissistic love blinded my emotional side
The flaws I could not fathom
And now when you say you love your family,
I regret that I am not a part of that anymore
My words meant the world but mean nothing now
They say love can heal the pain when it is with the right person
But the right person can also break you
The blame ultimately lies with me
As I let you build the walls that you call home,
not to protect me but to imprison me
I am a fool to believe what you said
A fool to wait for the speck of your emotion
A fool to believe you and I are not toxic but just in love.
A fool to believe that I can not be a whole without you.
A mother of two, Preeti Bhandari is a colloquial writer. She believes in simple living which reflects in her writings. As the Editor of Narisakti, she intends to use her vast experience to propel this platform to a cult status among entrepreneurial networks. When not writing she is quilling, both with paper and thoughts.